Mr. Wickham and Mr. Darcy

The journey my opinion has gone on is astounding. I'm sure all of you can remember when I thought the world of Mr. Wickham. I thought he was a hard working gentleman who was unfairly treated by the world and mostly Mr. Darcy. I thought Mr. Wickham would protect my family and I if need be, and I am embarrassed to say I may have fallen for him a little. I used to think Darcy was a monster pridefull, cold, insulting, and a heart breaker. I despised this man more that I actually knew why. Now my opinion has grown up and gone to the moon and back. Mr. Wickham is a liar, two faced, scoundrel who eloped with my younger sister, and gambled away most of his life. Darcy is a kind, deep, and intelligent man who was the one protecting my family and I in the long run. Everything I do that should push Darcy away only brings him closer. Which makes me ask myself, " What reason has Darcy not given for me to fall in love with him, why do I resist so stubbornly?"