Embarrassment

Lydia, such a foolish and selfish child.  She never seems to think about her actions and how they will affect  her family. Especially me, at such a fragile point in time when I have come so close to Mr Darcy. I fear the worst, that he will never look at me the same again as he did on theta day he proposed. I love lydia but absolutely do not have to like her. Mr. Wickham sure did chose his victim well, he picked the most foolish and silly little girl he could find. Good luck to the both of you, and may your endeavors give me no more harm.